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Planning my suicide?

i feel so bad i wonna just end my life.

i attempted suicide about a year ago, i was 13, it failed, was in hospital for like 1 + 1/2 day.

i dont even know why i am posting this but everything sucks. its the one year mark on the 13th and i wonna just die. i keep cryin. im planning to swollow a bunch if pills.

what if i had never let myself stand on that ledge would i be like this. my parents were so angry and hate me everyone hates me.

WHAT SHOULD I DO i am cryin right now
  • Best Answer
    When you're young, everything feels like the end of the world, but it's not. It's just the beginning. The fact that you posted this is a cry for help. Call a hotline or just talk to someone, anyone. You are so young, and things get better. The worst years of my life were when I was 13, 14. It only gets better from here. Don't give up. There are people who love you, even if you don't think so, and they will be the ones who hurt if you do it. Suicide doesn't end pain, it just passes it to someone else.
    Lisa · 0 0
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    Liam · 16 3
  • Im sorry to hear, my experience with depression was awful it was a pretty servere case, later on things got so bad,
    I had a breakdown at my school I just droped to the floor infront of everyone and cried and cried and cried later that day I went home and did my first suicide attempt and looking back on it now it was brutal even though all I was thinking was to just end it I didn't want anyone to be hurt from my suicide so I had a bath and on purpose I droped my stereo in the bath
    The last thing I remembered was me being shocked really bad and I woke up in the hospital they thought it was a accident
    Two months later I was done absolutely done so I asked around about a gun, because I wanted to blast my head off anyway my friend found out what I was planning and told my parents and thank god she did i was then sent to a mental check that's when they found out I was bad and depressed
    A year later I'm so much better from the medication and therapy go see someone it gets better with help
    krazybellee · 0 0
  • I'm not going to pretend to know your situation, and I'm not going to pretend to know you, but suicide is not the answer. You are precious. Your life is precious. And I promise the whole world DOESN'T hate you. Maybe you've made some mistakes, but that doesn't take away your worth. I've been where you are. I've attempted suicide and I've been in a hospital, I've been in a place so dark I thought light could never exist for me. But now that I'm on the other side, I realize that there is so much good in the world and in everyone, including you. Don't end your life before you can experience that. Or if you've had that before, remember what it was like, hold on to those feelings until you can experience them again. You are too beautiful to take out of this world. I beg you, don't make this irreversible decision.
    ride1the2waves3 · 1 2

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